okay.

this sucks.

as the title suggests, my boyfriend's family dont like me.

what sucks more is that they havent even met me.

what sucks the most is that my boyfriend never made an honest effort in introducing me.

yep.

havent even seen their street lights.

to wrap all the reasons why it sucks: we've already been together for 2 years.

can you imagine it?

2 freaking years.

im really really upset with my situation. imagine, i am the girl and i am the one asking my boyfriend to please introduce me. he comes up with reasons why he shouldnt. not just yet as he've said. and i would come up with silly stupid reasons why i believed him.

its just been sooo long since he first told me that the right time would come.

and its been sooo long since ive first told him that i would wait.

during those times though, i never realized it would be this long.

believe me... i am  far from being ugly.

i am a college graduate pursuing my masters degree.

i am working, earning 5 folds of what he gets.

i came from a decent family.

if i have a bad character, i wouldnt have waited this long..

understood him this much.

the point is: i dont understand the reason why they dont like me...

lest, i dont understand the reason why he wouldnt introduce me.

i sometimes cant help but question his feelings towards me.

they say: "If you truly love someone, you will be willing to wait until whenever"

i say: "If you truly love someone, you will never let them wait that long in the first place."

i am starting to be cynnical about this.

im being heart sick.

i love him ...

and i just want everything to be okay.

andi just want him to want things to be okay.

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